i believe that "no" is a signal for me to let go. :)

i'll tell you if i can't do it.

EaT!

Saisaki with family todayyy tomorrow....! :)

you said it. you said no.

Sherlock Holmes!

plans plans PLANS! :D yes we have to enjoy our last week of holiday to the fullest.. so lets see..
I'm going out tomorrow with arn and vyee..
I'm going out on monday to watch Sherlock Holmes..
and at night , Saisaki with family. :D
then a possible sleepover (?)
:D

i'll cry all day and night.
god knows when will it stop.

X'mas! :D

Merry XMAS!

may ALL of my dear friends have a blessed and verrrrrry Happy Christmas! :D

HELLLLLLOW! :D
I'm SAFE SAFE SAFE!
still alive. :DDDD

I'll die in six hours.
Bye.

imma die tomorrow.
before i die..
i just want tell all my friends
IFREAKINGLOVEYOUGUYS!
:(

MidValley.

MidValley was okay..
met Ryan's new friend , i think his name was Seng Choon..
the monkeys all started calling him AH Choon -.- wth
hahaha i didn't really talk to him cause i was SUPER tired..
i slept for like.. an hour only..
ate McD.. then we bought tickets.. for Avatar.
with the monkeys i dont think i can ever stop laughing..
hahaha :DD
after the movie.. we went looking for Annee's DorothyPerkins dress.
then we played bowling ._______.
okay I didn't play.. i was just sitting there WATCHING them play..
it was quite a show.. :P
and apek broke his nailSS.. -_-.. apek you're so fragile..! HAHA
the best part of the day is i think the gambling and eating at Adam's house.
ADAM YOU BETTER ASK YOUR MUM WHERE SHE BOUGHT THE COOKIES FROM!
:D
but then i didn't get to go pavillion tho cw offered to accompany me there..
but nvm lah.. not enough kaki lah =X
Fated! :(
BYEEEEEEE Jayyy! D':

Another e-mail xD

20 Ways to Annoy Your Parents :

1. Follow them everywhere around the house.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Pretend to have amnesia.
4. Say everything with lots of bad words.
5. Run around the house with the lamp shade on your head and shout "The sun!! It's DYING!!" on top of your lungs.
6. Sing on top of your lungs wearing their clothes.
7. Have nervous spasms at the wrong time.
8. Stand over them 4 in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!
9. Snort loudly when you laugh and then you laugh harder.
10. Run in circles.
11. Recite a whole movie three times.
12. Pretend to beat yourself up.
13. Slither everywhere.
14. Wear a sticker that says "I'm a Retard".
15. If you're a guy , tell them you started period and feels a little fragile. [LOL this made me ROFL]
16. Pretend to have imaginary friends and talk to yourself all the time.
17. Try to climb the wall.
18. Spread out your arms and buzz pretending to be a fly.
19. Repeat everything they tell you as a question.
20. Pretend to be a parrot.

IT'S 7TH GRADE..

I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S JUNIOR YEAR..

My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... I Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...

IT'S SENIOR YEAR..

The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neither of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...

IT'S PROM NIGHT..

After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S GRADUATION DAY..

A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...

IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER..

Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...

YEARS PASSED..

I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried...
rest in peace my Love
-Anonymous-

pfffft all u do is TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED.
so pardon me , do i look like someone who gives a damn?

Random

JayChou's comingggg! :DDDDDD
but no kaki lah.. =X
Pavilion or Sunway.. hmm..
Craving for superrrrrr cold fruit juice! =/
and and and Lucky's weighs *insert drumroll* 4.6KG!
xD
okay random i know.
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I'm going SUNWAY.. with anneeee and the monkeys xD
soo~ i'll have to miss meeting JAYCHOU! =(

You do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted.

MY LUCKY BOYYYY! :D

Lucky a.k.a the bear a.k.a carpet. [without food] x)
His arch enemy. :P

Lucky Einstein [with food] XP

*pictures grabbed from my eldersister's FB .__. *

I feel really really really awful... i can't stand the pain.
why can't i get over you? it should be easy because you're constantly giving me the cold shoulder.
easier said than done i guess.

did you notice the changes in you?
everyone did.
who are you?