Realisation.

finally have time to update my blog.

i've been too busy working to realize what's happening around me. i didn't realise how much i've missed my friends until annee told me about how much i've missed out. i'm so sorry i couldn't spend time with you guys. it's really all my fault i know. but i can't leave just like that because i've promised my supervisor and i want to TRY finishing what i've started.

i've gained a lot from this part-time job. i've gained some friends. you guys will still be my bestest friends. i've gained experiences. i believe i'm wiser now. i'm more aware of how dificult it is to earn money. i'm more "kiamsiap" now. xD and i think i realised how important family and friends are in my life.

so during the three days break i'm going to spend all my time with my friends and also my family. i know things wouldn't be the same next year. pressure to study for SPM. pressure choosing our future courses. and the after-highschool-pressure like try to find time to keep the gang together etc. etc.

i hope you guys will understand and bear with me please. this is my last month anyway. i promise i will make up for the loss time. sorry.